The Rev. Dr. Perry M. Pauley
I know that Valentine’s Day is right around the corner because of the number of hearts that are showing up everywhere. They’re in every grocery store (I’m looking at you, Trader Joe’s),on every TV commercial, on all the ads that pop up on social media, and on and on and on. The way in which the martyrdom of St. Valentine in Rome—a figure whose actual existence is now often questioned—came to be associated with love and romance is something of a mystery, but that’s perhaps a different post for a different day.
The heart is also given a very prominent place in the Bible. The Psalmist, in a moment of distress, prays “create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me. ”Proverbs 3 instructs us to “trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own insight.” Jesus, paraphrasing slightly the great Shema Israel from Deuteronomy, reminds us to “love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.” These are just a few of the more than 650 references to the heart in the NRSV translation of the Bible.
This Sunday, we will read a very interesting and challenging passage about the heart from the prophet Jeremiah: “The heart is devious above all else; it is perverse. Who can understand it?” On the face of it, it’s already clear that this is not one of the great and uplifting verses about the heart that helps us find joy and purpose and meaning. In fact, the Hebrew word here translated as perverse actually means incurably sick. Our hearts are places where we feel a whole variety of emotions: pain, fear, anger, and selfishness collide with joy, peace, friendship, and hope.
This kind of heart-sickness happens when our hearts are restless and full of tension. It is the place where we struggle with our impulses (good or bad), our hopes, and our anxieties. It is the place where we struggle to make sense of ourselves and our passions. It is the place where we experience the greatest joy and the greatest pain. Jeremiah is right: Who can understand all of that?
The good news is that we have a powerful cure against heart-sickness: trusting God. Jeremiah says that people who trust in God will be blessed in that they will be rooted in their faith regardless of the struggles they face. The Psalmist takes it further: Trusting in God’s loving wisdom and instruction gives a faith foundation that is unshakable.
I know that a lot of people are struggling right now with very real challenges. We collectively carry grief and worry, fear and anxiety, but also hope and courage. Part of a life of faith is tapping into hope and resting in God’s provision for us, even when we are distressed. This does not always come naturally; I believe it is one of the most challenging spiritual disciplines to develop. It’s seeing and then working toward what the writer of Hebrews called our desire for “a better country,” the promised land to which God is calling us in the here and now and in the life of the world to come.
It’s my hope and prayer that our hearts will be full of God’s peace and love. God bless you and be with youtoday and always.
The Rev. Dr. Perry M. Pauley
Associate Rector, Christ Church of the Ascension
Paradise Valley, Arizona
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